so how was your night?

last night was quite interesting.  i say last night because alas it is 5:56am.  well, lets start with a short recap of the night previous:  i was at towers (residence hall) chillin', marco drove me back to danielsen (my dorm) around 3am.  i'm like, fuck, i want to go to church tomorrow!  which by the time i said it, it was "tomorrow" already (saturday).  so i stayed up till about 6am doing, can you believe it, lab hw.  then, a little after 6 i went crazy (delerium from the lack of sleep i daresay?) and was like,  i need to clean up my part of the room.  my roommates went home, so i had the triple to myself, so i didn't bother anyone with all this staying up and cleaning and such (it's so sad, no boyfriend with whom to take advantage of the empty room).  so, i first cleaned up the desk to place the laptop on it, then i moved my chair from where it was (it was pretty much the way it'd be if i was sitting on it facing the same way i sit on my bed, right next to the head of my bed--look at previous pic of room a few entries ago for how bed is faced).  i cleaned up all the crap in the corner and threw out all the trash i had, including the shit under my bed!  then, i put my chair back in but facing me.  i made my bed once and for all, and put my yankees blanket on top to use =D  so now i get to show off the New York Yankees PRIDE =DD  and thenn, all the clothes i had unfolded and scattered around?  i folded them.  that's right bitches i know how to clean.  and i had breakfast!  granted, at 630am but breakfast nonetheless (beef and potato progresso soup).  then i fell asleep for about 3 hrs, woke up at around 930am, got ready, T'ed it to my mom's friend's place for church service.  got driven back, with leftovers =9, back to dorm by 230pm.  thenn, i showered, put shit together, did some more hw, and headed over to chloe's with leftovers for dinner.  instead of homework, gushed like high school girls.  around 730pm, headed over to MIT frat house to watch vudoo soul and ken oak band perform (they both performed new and old songs, which were fucking AWESOME).  we arrived early, chilled, got kickass seats.  me and chloe took mucho (filled both our memory cards, mine a 512mb  hers a 1gb) vids and pics.  i got kickass pics of her drunk dancing with the vu himself at the afterparty.  i only wish i had a pic of me dancing with him, that was good anyway lol.  oh wells next time.

sooo, party was boring for a little bit.  'til they pulled out the real alcohol.  15 minutes and 3 straight shots of smirnoff vodka later i was happy =D  and me and chloe declared to each other that we absolutely had to take a shot with vu.  we did.  it was like half a shot... but of bacardi 151.  after that i was a little not there...  and i had a screwdriver about 30 minutes later when chloe declared that she was thirsty.  and i was so not entirely there that i spilled it!  so i had to get another one.  ladies and gentlemen, i'd say this was all drank within the timeframe of about 2 hours, but the effects were oh so long-lasting.  we danced the night away like idiots, stripped down to our tank tops (it was hot) and we got to take pictures with vu!  =D  Note to Self:  next time at party with vu where there is alcohol, dance more with vu and get more pictures with vu.  oh and did i mention that i don't get asian glow?  love it.  =D  jealous of chloe, i got her great dancing pics.  stuff happened, let's just leave it at that.  that made me need to leave the party, with chloe.  unfortunately, vu was nowhere in sight to say goodbye to =[  we walked back to our respective dorms, i got here and was a lot more sober that just a half hour before, went downstairs and chilled with my buddy dan and fell asleep for a good 20 minutes before he woke me up to kick me out of his room so he could sleep.  nice dude huh?  lol.  oh yeahh... somewhere along the lines of the dancing and the having to sit down and/or stand against a wall to stabilize the fuzziness and slight spinning, i called people.  and left msgs... or actually talked to them...  i don't quite recall everything.  let's just hope that i didn't proposition anyone lol.

i'm gonna wake up in like five hours [make that eight] with the most sore throat in the whole freaking world [but i didn't haha in your faceee! =P]

i've been up three days, awake awake.  two more weeks & i'm threatening to fade.

finals are overrrrr!!  i think i kicked psych final to the ground but poli sci final molested me.  =[  oh well at least its not a part of my sargent college gpa or else i'd be out of the dpt program so fast i'd be a blur.

sooooo dinner at towers with the poli sci group minus san plus nicolae's roommate.  i love them, study session last night at hojo was the shittt.  i actually slept last night too!  after i went over my psych notes again and highlighted like a fiend.  slept 'round 2 or 3, woke up around 8.  restudied the notes while walking to the final and finished it in about an hour.  yeahhhhh babyy!  then i trekked back to danny hall and along the way found cindy (roommate) angela chloe and jason.  ate at shelton, continued the journey, grabbed study shit and went to hojo to study cram for 3 hours of poli sci knowledge into my head.  it really helped, but hey you never know with these things.

after poli sci, went back to danny hall, showered, then dinner'd it at towers as mentiond above.  then went to visit karen.  then went to visit han and laugh at him about the chem final.  then called tod to say goodbye since he won't be coming back next semester and ended up chillin with him and talking with him for like two hourss.  then headed back to danny hall where i finished packing.  ladies and gentlemen, a five hour job.  but to take the edge off had a couple shots of vodka from dear matt down the hall.  i swearrrr i stuffed all that shit into the suitcase and my laptop case and my bookbag and the buildabear house thinger that the things i bought from buildabear for dear little cousin came in.  and now... i should go to sleep.

oh yeah, on a funny note, sam came back with bas totallllyy plastered.  he's a belligerent drunk he is.  but a cute one at that ;]

good night =]

btw, JENNIE!  i'm not an alcoholic.  i'm a social drinker and once in a while i drink to take the edge off.  that doesnt meant i'm an alkie!  =P

ladies and gentlemen, it's called procrastination.  the face of which is mine.

sooo, i wanted to stay up all night studying psych.  didn't make it.  i was gonna 2 hour nap it at 3:30, woke up 2 hours later to shut off the alarm and reset it for another half hour or so.  and so the dance continued until 9:00.  lolll.  so i got a decent amount of sleep last night =]  evelyn came!!!  =]]]]]  she got here around 9:40 or so, and we hung out in my room til around 12, then headed out to newbury street to shoppp.  i bought some things at american eagle, as did she.  by the way, stuff on my ae wishlist, if you go to the actual store there's even more discounts!  lol.  i was very happy.  so happy in fact that i got myself a pair of earrings =]  i figure that anything i bought this winter that i don't give away to people as christmas gifts will end up in my closet =]]  but anyway, evelyn left around 1 to go back to wellesley, but it was soo fun catching up and not studying for those couple of hours.  i think for psych i'm okay... just gonna study the rest of it all.  and then... poli sci.  God help me.  *sighh... thank God for that study group later.

i'm going back to studying...  wish me best for i will drown my [poli sci] sorrows in alcohol tomorrow night and probably won't be online.  if you see me tuesday and i'm somewhat grumpy, i may be hungover.

hey there.  its finals week.  woo effin hoo.  can you just see me oozing enthusiasm?  oh wells mine are on monday.  then my dear friend phil is driving me home the next morning =]  we're definitely gonna have to party it up before we go...  ;]

sooo, was emo again.  and sick.  although now that i look back i think it mightve been allergies.  my throat kills though.  but i'm better off than my friend nick who's wickedd sick.  haha but he won't ever pass up jamba juice even when its like 10 degrees outside.  but anywayyy.  i love nick.  he's awesome =]  i was feeling down about something and he being one cool ass guy took time out of his day and walked alll the way to GSU (okay maybe not walked, T'd it, but he does live in the holiday inn which is on a whole other T line) so that he could listen to me talk ten minutes past my break.  although... part of it was the jamba juice.  but he listened nonetheless, commented and gave me advice, from a guy's perspective.  talking about it really helped.  especially with a guy who's so easy to talk to.  i felt a lot better afterwards.  =]]  i'll miss you when you go up to maine and i go down to new york for the next month or so.  come visit me in nyc!  loll.  i'll show you around chinatownn and treat you to all that good food... you know you can't resist good food you might as well just cave.  haha.  but anyway, what are cell phones and AIM  for if not to keep in contact?  =]

after work i saw the aforementioned phil so we ate dinner in the food court of GSU and traded stories while trying to study for our respective next finals, in my case first final.  then hopped on the T to Hynes and walked four blocks to danny hall.  showerd, ate/drank chicken soup, sorta but not really studied... now procrastinating.  ugh i hate studying.

** no need for timbs.  got em myself =]  but i would like air force 1 uptowns in either black or white, size 5.5 or 6 i believe, but i doubt you'll find em.

have a lovely finals week.

all american rejects(stab my back)

okay sooo..  i feel a lot better now after talking it over with my best buddies from wr100 (writing&science~ever the nerd am i).  i'm gonna miss that class so much, despite the impossibility of getting A's on the papers.  alexa always makes my day hahah.  need to mention nat, karen and aileen as well.  never would've been able to survive that class without you guys.  =]

although i'm still confused about one thing, i'll never be confused about how i feel.  i hope you know that i'll always be your friend.  please don't push me away.

soooo, i'm gonna reiterate and add:

(xmas list)
$$
american eagle wishlist  » iijenjenii@msn.com
clothes (usually small)
underwear (vs is nice, so is ae ;] --string bikini/boyshorts) &/or socks (seriously)
new timberlands
jewelry (white gold), bracelet and/or earrings
huggs
anything from the x3 (heart)

12.05.05
lately...feeling really emo and depressed.  its a shitty ass feeling.  ='[
        ...people suck.